Why is it that whenever my birthday approaches, things starting to mess up; personally, socially, and at times even civically... 2004 & 05 witnessed severe strike in Karachi. Last year was an isolated one up there in Dubayy when I was almost done with Dream-Dubayy and gradually picking up pieces to leave as if waitng for the day of my execution...

Things are different this time on professional front, infact brighter as an optimist would put!

But... the personal front is isolated as ..ever may be. Guru is out of town, a fast buddy too! coupled with a sort of drought on feminine slope implies a complete recipe for a dull and sluggish birthday to comeby... not to mention the ultimate realization of a six year old chase, which in brief scathed practically...

This month of June is important for more than just the birth day event. The upcoming finale of 7.5 MOS of training is a month away testing me along with other 18 on quite afew fronts.... Am I prepared for that ? NO COMMENTS... Some optimisim I can gain from the fact that not every other member of my batch gave the PART-I examinations for IBP which is a monir plus... may be.

I must get the web site rolling....

How does it feels when an opportunity for which you have waited, strived and struggled for a best part of a dacade at long last makes signs of visibility... In breif it feels like a two-edged sword.

You know this is it - make or break - deliver or drum out. If came out at par, things would be as good as they could... But what if things didn't worked out, cofidence faltered, words jumbled, arousing a fudged impression...

It happens, may be with everybody. The opportunity to beat the cyclical mediocrity and montony of a common man's life does not passby everyone. It may frissons many of us in its own novel ways but the ability to sense it and clung onto it comes from within... but that's not it

The trail once being sensed multiplies it's magnitude as the length of time unfolds... quizzing one's strength to be persistently confident, agile, continously frame the engaged situtation to build mental defense if and when questioned in the said regard and apt use of the body language which speakers miles louder than words, especially in a larger sitting.

Life rarely happens in an organized manner.It always surprizes you with its twists and turns. Some times you are at par with your desired or present level of satisfaction and ready like ever to take up news roads and challenges. The other portions of times scattered in normalcy are, however, not so satisfising...

Life examines you in novel shapes. If you are canny enough to pick the storm before it ushers, you will survive... Or else one may lose...